I’ve been having a hard time writing here lately.
I’ve been feeling like, “Who on earth would be interested in the things I have to say here?” and “Why would anyone be interested in the things that go on in our home on a regular basis?” “Why would anyone care about my journey in faith?”
We’ve met some opposition lately. In our unschooling journey, firstly. People who feel like it’s their business to become involved in the what, how, and why of our teaching. So I’ve had to take a step back from this blog and the facebook page, as well as my personal Facebook page. Reducing my time between log-ins to 12-24 hour lapses to help ground myself and the children and what we’re doing. Why we’re doing it.
Secondly, in the past few months, I’ve had things happen that have made me question my own faith, as well as the faith I’ve put in others I’ve been soul searching since my last post, and I’m still looking. Still searching for where I belong when it comes to community and friends, but mostly with how I fit myself into what I’ve always assumed was a square-shaped faith box.
I’ve clearly lost the passion that drove me in the beginning, because, it’s not about who will read, or who is interested. This is a personal, family blog. This is a neatly organized scrapbook of events, stories, and struggles. This is the place where I share my opinion on faith and life.
I’m sorry, to anyone who does read posts, for being so absent. Hopefully, I’ll find the drive to share again soon. ❤